According to google, there's an estimate of about 7.3 billion people in this world. What exactly sets you apart? Lately, I've been thinking that I cannot be placed on this earth just to work and pay bills. There has got to be more to life than doing just that. On one hand, I think about the countless amount of people out of that 7.3 billion who would do just about anything to work and pay bills in peace. Took me a while but I snapped out of that thought. Yes, we should be grateful with what we have. Yes, we have it better than some. Truth of the matter is, we cannot live our lives based on that notion alone. We should always strive to be the best version of ourselves. Are we genuinely happy getting up each and everyday? Do we positively impact someone one way or another. It might be far too dramatic to ask "What mark will you leave on this earth?" And to be honest, I detest that question, it gives me so much anxiety. In my mind, I'm thinking about fame and being known for something BIG. I'm learning now that leaving a mark on this earth can be as minuscule as touching one person's life.
For me, I've really struggled with this blog and how serious I've taken it. I've censored myself because of other's judgment and worst of all I've doubted myself. I mean, there are so many beautiful people in the world, who really cares what I have to say or what I wear? Well, just the other day, one single soul took the time out of her day to write to me and tell me how much I encourage her just by reading my blog. I cannot tell you how many times I felt this blog was pointless and wanted to quit. Now, I am going at this blog will all the force and strength I have in me. I want to see where it goes and where it can take me. Thank you for following me on this journey, I cannot wait to share more with you guys.